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Waking up to the reality that everything I do and everything I'll try is meaningless
And so it seems that I'm falling apart more with each and every day
And memories are all that I have left of you
Your pale white skin, your soft cold touch, and dark brown eyes
You embody everything I hate
My lungs seem to cave in
Your last words left me gasping for breath
Tear at me it's all for you
You can't see what I went through
To be broken by you
I took a chance, I opened up, and let you in
Let you consume me
My illness is my love
I lost it all, I gave up hope, gave up on you
You'll leave in silence
Leaving it all behind for nothingness is not as haunting as you would think
I'll bring the end and burn the empty space between you and me
Make believe my journey back
I'll make it home alive
I packed my bags with hopes and dreams but I left them all behind
I've gone away to a place that you will never find
You'll never see my face again
I'm ending this tonight
Bring on my end
Leaving it all behind for nothingness is not as haunting as you would think
I'll bring the end and burn the empty space between you and me
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Inside I'm fading away
Forgetting your scent and your face
I'm lost in misery
Delusion's drowning me
The pictures scream blasphemy
My hands won't stop quivering
It seems the end is near
Red wrists and silver spears
As blood rains down on us, igniting all your fears
My corpse lies outside your door, waiting for your guilty tears
Tied down by fate, intertwining
Your hands are bound by the grim disease of me
Tied down by fate, intertwining
Your hands are bound by grim disease
I've found myself in this quest for vengeance
Oh my love, don't you see?
You'll be so much better off when your heart stops beating
It stops beating
Is this what you wished for?
As blood rains down on us, igniting all your fears
My corpse lies outside your door, waiting for your guilty tears
To serve as false atonement
Sorrow and misery dissolve and turns me into something cold and sinister
I'll eat out your heart
I can't hold on much longer
Lets fade to nothingness
Now you're gone
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Quick get the doctor!
I'm losing blood too fast
Your words fall in vain carved out in disdain
Frail attempts at goodbyes
To be the one who's broken and bruised
As skies so gray start entering you
And blocking out all others
To be cut up and brutally used
As skies so gray are consuming you
These tears are blinding my eyes
My state's fragile and cold
Don't you fuck with me
Pull this again and I'll bring forth catastrophe
Regret has spread to every inch of me
Leaving love behind
Regret has spread to every inch of me
I'm leaving love behind
This is an endless trail
This is a lonely quest
Drink up my lost desires
Drown in a hopeless mess
This is the endless trail
This is one lonely quest
Drink up my lost desires
And drown in my hopeless mess
The walls seem to close in
As once all consuming thoughts of you and I come to an end
This ocean is all to icy cold and vast
And at this rate you'll die alone
I'll die alone
I must find a way to try to control myself
Before this feeling takes over
You are my everything
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Shattered Stillframes
03:14
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Go!
The feeling has taken its toll
Wait it out we've got no time
For explanations my body's breaking down
Burning deep beneath the surface
Scarlet thrashed about
I should've known this would all end
In tragedy
These roses matching
The bloody scenery
Still the fire in my eyes
Rests its gaze on you
Sit back and watch me die
There'd be nothing you could do
Break this pestilence that ails me
Drowning out your screams
Earthshaking cries
Stop call the morgue
An empty casket serves no good
Blood pours from thy mouth
Failure is not an option of mine
Failure is not an option of mine
Body bag the corpse
My body rots at your beauty
This red night makes me sick
My body rots at you
I should've known this would all end
In tragedy
These roses matching
The bloody scenery
Still the fire in my eyes
Rests its gaze on you
Sit back and watch me die
There'd be nothing you could do
Break this pestilence that ails me
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Take my hand this time out of despair
I exist for you in loneliness
My desolation's hit a high point
The bathroom door's been painted with your face the last two weeks
I hope you've closed yourself in
You're torn in two from the pain
So lifeless so scared and cold
You're torn in two from the pain
So lifeless so scared and cold
You're shivering
You're dying to be back where we used to be
When emptiness had not taken me
From your disgrace, From your disgrace
Your undying embrace
Stain my skin with your red love
The hatred you hate it
Let go of your mistakes
I lie awake with dead hearts
My mind is lost to fate
You tie the noose so tightly
Forever choking me
(Exhale, Take in, There's no air left to breathe
Exhale, Drown slower, Forever choking me)
When you go blue and bloodstained
You'll have so much to say
Suffer my death wishes
I'll bring you down with me
Your lies, my sorrows
They're all so much for me
I hope you've closed yourself in
You're torn in two from the pain
So lifeless so scared and cold
You're torn in two from the pain
So lifeless so scared and cold
You're shivering
You're dying to be back where we used to be
When emptiness had not taken me
From your disgrace, From your disgrace
Your undying embrace
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